Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004hey folks... i'd really wanna apoplogize to those i haven't told my password too... s just wanted to keep the blog undercovered for some time... hehe... yup yup, so sorry ya...hm... my entry's titled goodbye. know why? cause i suppose this is one of the last entries i'm gonna type before my prelims, and perhaps i won't come back until sometime later... don't miss me ya everyone!... =) oh you know, life is really hectic now, i really don't know what's going on. i'm not sure if i'm suffering a burn out. but i highly doubt. i can bet i'm the only one who hasn't started revision. kill me. i don't know why, somehow i don't seem to be able to study. but oh well its all an excuse ain't it.... all i want now is to have the will and determination to study. everything else let it go one step at a time. i don't think i can handle things like i use to be able to last time. somehow i think i might.. just MIGHT fall into depression, however i know i have supportive friends who will not allow me to go that way. Thank you. oh before i say goodbye, i've got a lil msg for a friend. .::= hey friend, i don't know how to tell you this straight, and anyway you won't listen so ya, this msg is for you, although i highly doubt you will ever read it, but here goes. i think its been 4 months or so since i knew you, right? hehe.... honestly, i really am fortunate to realise that you're not someone who will last, or at least that's what i've heard and observed. i realise myself that you don't stay "friends" with someone for more than 4 months, and i suppose the theory has proven to be true, cause we are already drifting apart. Thank goodness i can safely say i won't be affected by the loss of this friendship cause i have already anitcipated it, cause i prepared myself that you would only leave memories, good memories in my life, but definitely not someone i can proudly say "my true friend". i saw how sher "handled" you, and i talked to her about you, and i was right in my thesis. i also saw how my dear friend gave up and sacrificed so much just to keep the friendship between you and her going, but somehow you weren't reciprocating that amount of effort, or should i say you weren't responding the way she had hoped for you to. i won't say its your fault, perhaps its just your nature. i told you you're selfish but i couldn't come out with any concrete evidence, so maybe i didn't have to right to tell you so. do you know why i even bother to keep a friendship with you even though i knew it wouldn't last? well that's because i told myself that i wanted to help you, silly i know, but yes, i told myself that i needed to help you to find someone true, so that if one day you should really fall helpless, you'd know who to turn to, but after talking to you that day, i realise that i didn't have to cause you already have someone, and you have God. so i suppose what i thought i needed to do is pure rubbish. anyway, i'm glad to see you happy, or at least i think you are. i think our 4 months of friendship's gonna end soon, soon... unless of course you're willing to keep it going. =) i guess that's all i wanted to say, you can always look me up if you have any probs, so ya... take care! tata! = ::. |